Darcy's Random Thoughts
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Number Three Hundred Twenty
You know, I think I’ve pinpointed it. I think it all started freshman year when you said that I wouldn’t get into college or do anything with my life. That is the hardest I’ve cried in my entire life. So now whenever school is brought up like that….I think it’s just remnants that come out. You know how much that sucks? A lot. It means I can’t even speak to teachers about grades without crying sometimes. Maybe that’s to my advantage….but I don’t like it. I’m so ready to leave. One reason I want that scholarship is so that you could never say that I’m wasting your money. Because I wouldn’t be- it would be money I earned. And I don’t intend to waste that either, so there. Let’s just move on in our lives and be happy, okay? ‘Cause I like being happy. I do not so much like wallowing. Which is probably why I never like to let on that I am sad when I am.
Sigh….please let this be the end of it. Please. Maybe I will just get straight A’s for my senior year and then you will never have the right to say anything ever again.
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Number Three Hundred Eighteen
I had the weirdest dream whilst taking a nap today…I fell asleep with my iPod playing, and it was like a theme in my dream. I had fallen asleep listening to it there, so when I woke up and was going around doing stuff, I still heard the music. It made it hard to hear things. It would not go away. And it was always the same two songs. Also it was not helpful because I had been dragged into and was being used in some intricate scam thing…But overall it was a pretty cool dream, from what I remember.
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Number Three Hundred Seventeen
All I want is a little baby kitten to cuddle with and love. Because- AUGH SO CUTE.
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Guys, my dad’s name is on here. Why is my dad’s name on here? I mean, who names their cat James Budge?
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Number Three Hundred Fifteen
I want to do All-state Choir, I really am excited, I just don’t want to do the work; i.e. learn the music. Eh.
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Number Three Hundred Fourteen
If I could have any superpower it would be to control time. Not necessarily to time travel specifically, but to control time. Make it stop or stall to give me more time for homework, tests, sleeping, etc…It would make everything so nice. I would love it.
Too bad I can’t.
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Number Three Hundred Thirteen
I don’t do well under stress. If everything happens at once, I retreat into my shell, eat comfort food (today it was chocolate german cake and macaroni and cheese), and do not do anything at all. This is bad. It is a bad thing to do. I shouldn’t not do things. The thing is, school is just so stupid…..But I NEED to do well this quarter. Weeeeeh.
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Number Three Hundred Twelve
I always feel so much safer when I put on my seat belt belt. *Click* Now I know my pants will not fail me and fall down.
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Number Three Hundred Eleven
There were so many things that mounted up to me wanting to scream today.
The worst part is that I can’t even put my finger on all of them.
Weeeeeh I’ve only been back in school for one day and I need to get away again. WHAT IS LIFE? Oh yeah, that’s right, I wouldn’t know cause I don’t really have one.
I say it’s summer. Agreed?
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